Reparenting ourselves back to Wholeness



She is learning to welcome herself back Home fully with the divine guidance of the dear ones. Welcoming in parts of herself that have been ignored and neglected for many lifetimes. She hones in on the ability to stop and tune in to this abandoned "little one" inside as the clarity of the mechanics of karma is revealed. As the fractured ego is welcomed in and seen, heard and felt more than ever before, the dense energy trapped in the vehicle is transmuted and the heart is opened. With each cycle of contraction; collapse of the body, confusion in the mind, pain in the heart, the gap of time between the trigger "out there" and the recognition that there is no such thing as out there gets shorter. The trigger is simply the little one wanting to be seen, heard and felt and when she is given attention, she can begin to relax. 

We are becoming master alchemists and it is Pure Grace.


This tender innocence that is herself as a little one has been calling for her attention since she can remember, however because there have been lifetimes of learning how to ignore this voice inside, she did not know any better. This shattered child has cried out for Love for so long in so many destructive and sabotaging ways, all for the chance that I could be there for her fully. To Love her Fully.

And now the Love is here, it is a self generating effervescent flow of pure being and radiant light, and lo and behold, it's coming from herself to herself. The feeling of this is almost too good to be true. 

OMG, I am the one I've been waiting for!! 


As this Truth sinks in, the child inside is beginning to trust and to see that I'm here for her now. I will not reject her, or shame her, or push her away any longer. I will not abandon her ever again. She is falling back into her original self which is my Self. Loving her back to wholeness is the most important thing in the entire universe. 

We are learning to Parent ourselves back to wholeness. It is why we came.


We, my little one and I, dance together in recognition and joy of this sacred Homecoming and we bow with gratitude and devotion to that which is orchestrating this divine Remembering. 


painting by: Veronique Vella Muskat

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