Musings of a 6/2 Splenic Manifestor

I don't know who I am any more: a writer, an activist a lover of Truth? I used to take pictures and I was good at it I called myself a photographer And once I was a barista sligning espresso like I'd been born for it I showed promise of a powerful career as a film maker Imagining myself on the red carpet being photographed and receiving accolades for helping to preserve our precious wildlife There were dreams to be a business catalyst moving forward fresh, eco-friendly entrepreneurs to help green the world and make money doing it. She badly wanted to be somebody Somebody who mattered Someone wanted it so badly. Who was that? Now, slowly releasing this burden of needing to be somebody. it no longer fits it was never mine and it's been too heavy for too long.

The open G center is the white diamond in the middle of the chart.  If you have an open G Center (if it's white in your chart), your mind will play out the story that you must find your purpose, otherwise your life will have no meaning. It can also play out as a story that you must find the love of your life. If you want to know whether you have it, get your free chart  here. There is a feeling of gentle, sustained energy arising in my body again after so many years of being exhausted, confused and lost. It's still coming and going depending on the day and what kind of detoxing is happening in my body. I'm overwhelmed with gratitude for this energy and to have a focus again (Gate 52). Ra Uru Hu was right when he said that people who have Gate 52 and have no focus are depressed. I was so depressed with no focus for many years. It looks like I will be starting a Nutritional Balancing business once I get my diploma in a couple weeks. This will allow me to coach peopl...