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What's this Ache inside my Chest?

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I believe you have broken my heart. The colorless world passes me by, day by day no energy to create or engage. I long for your touch My world is nothing without you. What happened to split us apart? What did I do to deserve this? My heart is shattered in a million pieces and All I can do is imagine what it's like to be with you I can't remember your face anymore yet I would give my life to be with you again Lying on the floor, crying out for you Screaming your name Arms spread wide Begging for you to take me back and Pierce my heart with your LIGHT This pain shows me how much I long for YOU how much I love YOU I've never wanted anything more in my life than to be with you again How long must I suffer, Please! Show me the way back I'm on my knees, begging you Animate this human life with your LOVE. I want to see through you once again My heart cries out for you - the ONE Merge back with me and I will be forever yours.

Gate 53 - Gateway to Ecstasy and Misery

Gate 53 - The Gate of Beginnings Gina Concotelli impacted me with a great reading the other day. One of the things she told me really hit home. She said that with my gate 53, which is part of my Incarnation Cross of En devour, "I have a deep need to start and expand things and doing so keeps me healthy." I'm not sure how healthy this pressure has been for me in the past. Starting about 3 years ago when I realized I was in the wrong career surrounded by the wrong people, I frantically set out to find my true purpose and passion in life. Oh my Open G. For some reason, after all my traveling in 2nd and 3rd world countries, I came back with a mantra that I had an obligation to the world to give back in a big way. After being in Taiwain for almost a year, I really came to appreciate what being born in American meant - opportunity. We as Americans truly can think of what we want to do and pursue it, there's no reason not to. My thinking was this, "I was blessed en