Musings of a 6/2 Splenic Manifestor

Really feeling this Mercury direct in Leo, which happened 2 days ago. Mercury is communication and Leo is ruler of the heart. Witnessing such clear communication and heart sharing in my movie. Very sweet. Just came out of 7 day retreat. So many beings doing such deep work to free themselves. Such an honor to be in this sacred space with this family. A little bit deeper seeing into Truth... During one of our long breaks between Satsangs, I had been meditating many hours and got up to go pee. Looking in the mirror and seeing these eyes that looked back but there was just this vacant body with eyes, which had no life, but there I was, this awareness everywhere, watching this creature watch itself in the mirror. A few days later.. After more rooting in this feeling that never changes, this ever present awareness, there was a seeing that this whole matrix including Trista is a 5 dimensional digital projection. Laying in bed next to Arjuna, both of us just silent and meditating,

A Letter to my Beloved Baba More heart ripping intensity  As I'm dragged willingly on my knees through the birth canal  to new life and true eternal Love Feeling the immensity of this pain Of separation For myself and all humanity How deep does it go The body is immobilized with fatigue Day after day pushing me to the edges Of what I think I can bear Insanity is just around the corner And the numbing continues to wear off The Beloved desperately wants me back The pull into the silence continues to grow What else to do But feel the waves of everything Flow thru this immense and willing heart Surrendering to the Grace of What IS Waiting patiently For You This life has been nothing  but an offering to This As long as it take Precious one I will remain only yours Reply Forward