Mars in Cancer Opposite Saturn in Capricorn; The Wounded Warrior - June 9th -18th, 2019

Mars in Cancer is frozen in his tracks. Mars is the planet of action, the warrior who wants to forge ahead and win no matter what. In Cancer he is waylaid by the unfamiliar and heavy waters of emotions. He is overwhelmed and can’t seem to take action the way he thinks he should. He has repressed emotions and he doesn’t understand why they are there or what to do with them.

There is deep fear that if he exposes his soft underbelly, it will surely lead to death, for himself and his family. And so he does everything he can to avoid these energies within. This memory of death is deep in his DNA from many lifetimes of having to “man up” and just “do it” because that is what he was taught. Being vulnerable has not served him in the past.

Cancer rules the mother. It symbolizes the receptive divine feminine way of being, and it rules the Heart. Mars in Cancer is being asked by spirit to stop, to surrender and to learn how that feelings are a secret superpower. They are here to guide us Home.

South Node and Saturn in Capricorn - the old structures and ways of producing in the world are falling away. We can no longer sustain as beings who live from our minds. The old paradigm of ignoring our own inner compass in the name of productivity cannot be sustained. Our wounds and repressed emotions are screaming in neon lights and will only be getting louder as everything crumbles around us and we can no longer keep it together. Our inner child can’t be ignored any longer.

We can’t ignore our repressed emotions any longer. We are sick, we are depressed, we are addicted to everything and anything that is entertaining and numbing. And our entire reality will be shifting in the next 10 years to reveal this sickness right in our faces.

For those who are not doing the work yet, the discomfort, fear and anger will intensify. Living in this frequency will reflect an external reality that seems very dark and the suffering will intensity. This is the force that the Beloved uses to turn us within. It is what is called Fierce Grace.

The shift back from living from the old way of striving and efforting to get what I think I want towards living in a receptive state of the divine feminine can feel like being dragged through a dark dungeon. Our rigidity and hardness is being softened and it takes quite a force of suffering to do this. We must learn the grace of not getting what we want.

And in this humbling we are learning to look a little deeper and surrender to a higher power. We are brought to our knees where we live in the new and mysterious land of loving ourselves exactly as we are. And through this deep acceptance we learn to accept the other.

We can’t survive any longer by telling our inner child to go back to it’s corner so we can get shit done. We have reached a crescendo of dysfunction and separation and we can not continue in this manner. It’s time to move into the unknown.

The new order of humanity must be built from the ground up and it starts with each one of us learning to be vulnerable again.

Through this transit, we are all being asked to take the time to investigate the discomfort. What is playing in our movie that is brining up frustration, anger, sadness, rage? What emotions are under the intense sensations in our body? Do we have the courage to ask these sensitive questions?

These signals are the call from our innocence to pay attention. Can we stop and be with our self in a new way and truly receive what is playing? There is only one choice. We can choose to feel once again and return to our beautiful innocence or we can choose to stay rigid, stay separate, stay isolated, stay busy and convince ourselves that we are happy and fulfilled when deep inside we know we are not.

It is by falling into our own fragile humanity via the emotions that we can truly reclaim our innocence and live from our hearts once again. We are being invited to align our own will to the will of the Beloved.

Mars in Cancer exalted is the spiritual warrior. He is ready and willing to receive everything and anything that the Beloved is offering. All of it. The pain, the beauty, the suffering, the misery. He humbles himself before God, bowing to the Truth that there is only One creator who is orchestrating every single thought, emotion and action. By sheer defeat he has no other choice but to align with this Truth.

In this deep surrender he demonstrates true strength. It is a strength that heals. It aligns him to his heart again. It reveals his own innocence and that of others. And what is discovered is true Power within. The Power of divine creation. That which has been ignored purely through ignorance and need to conquer.

And returning to his own innocence and the feminine way of moving in the world attracts all manner of Celestial beings to his side. He finds an alive passionate tenderness even in the face of these intense emotions that sometimes feel like they will destroy him. And in the willingness to be with himself, everything he ever wanted is revealed to have always been there. He was simply looking in the wrong direction.

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